From the Publishers blurb
A terrifying psychological thriller about obsession and power, perfect for fans of Gone Girl and Before I Go to Sleep.
Clarissa is becoming more and more frightened of her colleague, Rafe. He won’t leave her alone, and he refuses to take no for an answer. He is always there.
Being selected for jury service is a relief. The courtroom is a safe haven, a place where Rafe can’t be. But as a violent tale of kidnap and abuse unfolds, Clarissa begins to see parallels between her own situation and that of the young woman on the witness stand.
Realizing that she bears the burden of proof, Clarissa unravels the twisted, macabre fairytale that Rafe has spun around them – and discovers that the ending he envisions is more terrifying than she could have imagined.
But how do you protect yourself from an enemy no one else can see?
The kind of book that makes you look over your shoulder, not once but several times.
A terrifying diary written by a victim of a stalker, Clarissa is a dainty, fragile, little thing who is being stalked and the book takes the form of a diary she is advised to keep, by the helpline leaflets. The guy who is stalking her is a thoroughly nasty, deranged character with seemingly very little motive for making this girls life a nightmare.
At the same time as writing her diary Clarissa is taking part in jury service which offers her a welcome break from routine and the chance to make some new friends outside her work, where her stalker can reach and manipulate her.
I couldn't really relate to her as she seems a very flaky and needy type of woman yet I could really sense the terror she must have been feeling and as her stalker ramps up his assaults and bizarre gift giving I felt her fear and loathing.
Clarissa is a bit of an enigma, well brought up, she is polite and meek yet has been mistress to a married man, her usual oufits include a hand made dress, coupled with stockings and hand knitted mittens! She also seems a little too keen to get into a relationship whilst she is barely out of one disastrous one and is still being terrified on a daily basis by Rafe the guy who just won't take no for an answer
As the story continues there are scenes of graphic terror and abuse of women, which made me glad it wasn't me yet I had to keep on reading to find out what happens. A scary and rather nasty look inside the mind of a depraved man and his victim.